Life is making me so tired these days. It really is a sad statement since I am not doing anything but living my life day by day yet I find it draining. Maybe because it just seems so boring. I find myself not looking forward to anything. Then again, what is there to look forward to? My day consists of waking up, going to work, picking up the kids, eating dinner, toting the kids to various activities, watching TV and then going to bed alone. On the weekends, I prepare the house and kids to get ready to do it all over again on Monday morning. It used to be that I would lead this life in anticipation of the next phone call, email or letter. I was always counting down the days to homecoming, always knowing that this parallel life would not last forever but now….. I just don’t know. Maybe this is my forever life and I just need to go to bed a little bit earlier so I’m not so tired anymore.
